Today was our pep rally at school today where all the  seniors wear white togas. I was walking down the hallway in the morning and I saw my cousin and she was wearing a white toga and she looked so beautiful and I just started to tear up. It’s so hard for me to get over the fact that 11 years ago I went into her first grade class and she told me that I’d love first grade and how she’d teach me all there is to school. I can’t handle seeing people grow up.

I have an extremely hard time moving on from things. I’m a junior in high school and I’m still latched onto the people who I used to be so close to in middle school. I can’t enjoy the present because I’m still reminiscing about my past and fearing the future. I can’t grasp change.

This item was posted on Friday, October 28th, 2011 with 39 notes
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    I can’t enjoy the present because I’m still reminiscing about my past and fearing the future. I can’t grasp change.
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  6. whatissoul said: I promise you, it will get better.
  7. bacchant said: the last paragraph—me. i’m in my 3rd year of college and have barely, barely started to accept it as my life.
  8. eemilyclairee said: this is scary how relevant this is to me right now.
  9. rockabillyjoel said: Wait until you get out of high school and everyone goes their separate ways. It sucks.
  10. lastmanonthemoon said: Thats how I was when I graduated last year, I didn’t want to move on.
  11. progressum said: Try going to college.
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